Everyday
I am
Standing at
The edge
Of the
World looking
Into the
Black abyss
Losing time
Losing it
All ready
To jump
Into the
Dark unknown
Just to
Quiet my
Mad mind
Everyday
I am
Ready to
Give up
My earthy
Vessel and
Humanly failures
Just to
Rest without
This guilt
I drag
Around my
Fragile frame
Of being a
Misguided Human
I pull the earth around me by BleachedAlbino, literature
Literature
I pull the earth around me
I pull the earth around me
Like a sercurity blanket
It comforts me, protects me
From the elements of life
Grounding my soul self
Back to mother earth
Buried alive by free will
I walk with
Faery energy
I talk through
Tree spirits
Dwelling in the darkest
Wandering lost
An energy being
Touches me with a sigh
Telling me everything I need to know
To meditate in the forgotten lost
Crystal garden
To heighten and expand
The ancient law of one
Sooner or later
I'll be another tree
Amongst the land of trees
Fragmented illusions of my reality
Quickly dripping away to the truth that
I'm nothing more than dust to the wind, dust to the wind
Decrepit memories of love, of longing
Of divine knowing, that I was so certain that
I saw hell in your eyes
Choking on betrayal that you forced fed me
To believe, I collaspe to my knees
Bruising, my heart breaking
Death rejoicing in the wake of my new found pain
I'm nothing more to you than
Dust on a newly disturbed vampires grave
Doomed to a life of the dead
The craving, the warmth from the living
Forever disfigured, forever searching for retribution
Everyday
I am
Standing at
The edge
Of the
World looking
Into the
Black abyss
Losing time
Losing it
All ready
To jump
Into the
Dark unknown
Just to
Quiet my
Mad mind
Everyday
I am
Ready to
Give up
My earthy
Vessel and
Humanly failures
Just to
Rest without
This guilt
I drag
Around my
Fragile frame
Of being a
Misguided Human
I pull the earth around me by BleachedAlbino, literature
Literature
I pull the earth around me
I pull the earth around me
Like a sercurity blanket
It comforts me, protects me
From the elements of life
Grounding my soul self
Back to mother earth
Buried alive by free will
I walk with
Faery energy
I talk through
Tree spirits
Dwelling in the darkest
Wandering lost
An energy being
Touches me with a sigh
Telling me everything I need to know
To meditate in the forgotten lost
Crystal garden
To heighten and expand
The ancient law of one
Sooner or later
I'll be another tree
Amongst the land of trees
Fragmented illusions of my reality
Quickly dripping away to the truth that
I'm nothing more than dust to the wind, dust to the wind
Decrepit memories of love, of longing
Of divine knowing, that I was so certain that
I saw hell in your eyes
Choking on betrayal that you forced fed me
To believe, I collaspe to my knees
Bruising, my heart breaking
Death rejoicing in the wake of my new found pain
I'm nothing more to you than
Dust on a newly disturbed vampires grave
Doomed to a life of the dead
The craving, the warmth from the living
Forever disfigured, forever searching for retribution
I'm so goth, in preschool, the only crayon I used was black.
I'm so goth I dyed my belly button black.
I'm so goth my black is blacker than your black. I call it "black black."
I'm so goth, I don't say "black," I say "blahhwwwkkk."
I'm so goth, whenever I walk into a room, all the lights go out.
goth #1: I'm so goth the people in the grocery store have refused to sell me any cereal other than Count Chocula.
goth #2: I'm so goth people ask me to AUTOGRAPH boxes of Count Chocula.
I'm so goth people touch me and they BECOME goth. They say, "Oh no, now I'm goth!"
I'm so goth I wear sunglasses when I open the refrigerator.
I'm so goth I d
"Don't act goth" you yell at me.
"That's not the way you want to be"
But what if it is I think I like it.
I don't care even if you hate it.
I am who I am and I always will be.
I like the way I am. Why can't you see?
You think yellin will make it go away?
That only makes me want it to stay.
You think I am wrong and you are right.
You want me to change, to "see the light"
I will not do that I will not change.
My life is mine, not yours to rearange.
I love the dark and hate the light.
I don't care if it's wrong or right.
I hope one day that you will see
this isn't a phase. I'm being me.
You can hate me I really don't mind.
Just
"I'll tell you your future,
for a price." The trees whispered,
hot like cinnamon, their branches
reaching like skeleton fingers to grab me.
But, my thick dragon scale skin
would not budge. I knew my future
and no amount of spreads or
the many creases in my palms
could tell me what I already knew
"Silly loversMy future's filled with fools."
I don't like brushing my hair. I look like a tramp with a wonky dick. DirtyBoobs is the funniest person I know. FACT.
<3 the quote "To0 WEIRD to LIVE. To0 RARE to DIE"
Current Residence: In limbo, where the demons and angels are banished from the heavens and the hells Print preference: On paper. On fabrics!! Favourite genre of music: Gothic. Nu-Metal. Metal. Rock. R'N'B. Electronic. Ambient. Favourite photographer: None Favourite style of art: Gothic. Dark. Morbid. SteamPunk. MP3 player of choice: A green one :D Shell of choice: Twirly and lost Wallpaper of choice: An entrance to another dimention Skin of choice: Translucent Favourite cartoon character: The Magnificent, Marvelous, Mad Madam Mim Personal Quote: I'm a fountain of blood and you've just drank from me
I want to fade away
I want to erase my face
I want to fade into nothingness
I want to permanently delete my memories
I want to fade into oblivion
I want to pull my heart from my chest and throw it into space
I want to fade from myself
I want to burst into living flame to destroy my weak, female frame
I want to fade to the stars
I want to be nothing more, nothing more, nothing more...........
Aarrgghh..Oh you don't know how I've suffered.
Left alone with your memories of me.
Seeing me poisoned through your eyes.
Learning to unlove everything that you once loved.
Tearing away.
Falling into anothers eager arms.
Little kisses of deluded lust.
Liittle kisses of little lies.
Collapsing into my grave as my heart bursts under the pressure.
The moment you shrug off the dregs of the love you once held for me.
My anorexic chest feels heavy.
My splintered heart feels sad.
I'm lost to myself.
I've forgotten how to feel
Anything but,
The lunatic behaviour
I communicate through.
This life haunts me.
This existence is a facade.
Erase me before,
I make another fucking mistake.
If you know how to enter properly please do, as I am special and it may take me a weee bit to figure out how properly...again.Just note all participants and perhaps upon entry state that we are all willing to share the prize as we are mainly in for the art of it allIm excited xxx Luv Bubbs....know we partners in crime